Shapeshifter (Explicit)

I guess I'll fight this alone x2

And In this moment I finally realized

Staring in the mirror I see eye to eye

This face that I no longer recognize

But the scar still stings to remind me just how cruel my mind can be

Let me be

How can I disagree

When the voice that's the loudest comes from me

Self love feels like such a joke

You think my ego mispoke when it tried to provoke me into a downward spiral

I can see I'm not the only one here in denial

You're in denial x2

With each passing day I realize that I'm alone

Alone the voice I can't ignore

Break me down take your crown

I can't take this anymore

Break me down take your crown

Break me down

Break me down

Until there's not a single trace of the old me left to be found

Left to be found

I am the shapeshifter

I can be what you want me to be

But it'll never be the real me

Is this torment or atonement

I can never tell

I'll always blame you for putting me through this hell

So after all of this how can I draw the line

When every blow came directly from my own mind

And the wound still burns deep inside me

A relic of the person that I used to

Used to

X2 be

Can't you see

How can I make you see

That what's left past the reckage was never me

Did I make you proud

I'm broken from all the shapes you bent me into

Contorted to someone that is unfamiliar x3