Always Means Always

Always Means Always - The Apathy Eulogy

I'm not fighting back it's not my first heart attack

It seems all my defenses are overrun

A table meant for two seemed most natural with you

But lately when they seat me I say one

I always drive your car to visit your grandma

You look out of the window like a kid

She won't be here for long but judging by this song

She'll have lasted longer with you than I did

Though I am not your man sometimes I still pretend

Your big brown eyes stare right back at me

But I opened up my heart and I'm still in bed alone

I'm the closest that alone will get to happy

Sometimes you still call though your picture's on the wall

I still can't seem to count you as a friend

I won't help you if you're mad

I won't find time to chat

I will only help the conversation end

I can name the date your outfit and the place

When we decided to let our worlds collide

If it were up to you you would throw that away too

You don't know what you had and now it's died