Father

Sitting in my room waiting for the call

I've been waiting here for days hiding in this cold dark winter

I'm sitting in my room but should I be by your side

She told me you were fine but I heard in her voice she lied

Cause I can't go to the moon and back

I don't know if I should go back

Sitting in my seat soon I'll be by your side

I'm drinking way too fast

Am I gonna be there in time

Thinking of the years all the tears I should've shared with you

Always far apart always too scared to make that call

Cause I can't go to the moon and back

I don't know if I'll ever say

I do love you but I don't think that's an easy thing to say

But if I don't say it now it might never be said at all

Cause I can't go to the moon and back

Thinking of the years thinking of the fears

Making dreams out on the run

Thinking of the squares thinking of downstairs

Locking us inside the room

Thinking of the words that you never heard

Things we should've said and done

Feeling every turn crash and then we burn

Dreaming of forgiving you

I can't go to the moon and back

I can't say that I want you back

I do love you but I don't think that's an easy thing to say

But if I don't say it now it might never be said at all

Cause I can't go to the moon and back