miss sick world (Remix|Explicit)

miss sick world (Remix|Explicit) - Alex Porat/Stephanie Poetri/Jeff Hazin/Elizabeth Lowell Boland/Nathan Ferraro

Lyrics by：Alex Porat/Elizabeth Lowell Boland/Nathan Ferraro/Stephanie Poetri/Jeff Hazin

Composed by：Alex Porat/Elizabeth Lowell Boland/Nathan Ferraro/Stephanie Poetri/Jeff Hazin

I don't wanna be miss world miss world

Not in this sick world sick world

Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing

Smile when I'm unhappy

Everybody's reaching for the crown

But I don't want it

Try to tell myself that I'm an optimist

Crying on my own it gave me thicker skin

But really in the end it feels the opposite

Thinking all my friends

They really wore me in like a pair of dr martens

I close my eyes

And small specs of light are there dancing through my eyelids

Spiralling in the middle of the night

I close my eyes and I'm who I wanna be

Wake up and they won't let me let me

I don't wanna be miss world miss world

Not in this sick world sick world

Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing

Smile when I'm unhappy

Everybody clapping when I'm down

Don't need to be miss world

No not in this sick world sick world

Where I gotta pretend that I got this

When I've f**king lost it

Everybody's reaching for the crown

But I don't want it

I was told that I was brave and I was strong

Smiling for the camera but is it wrong

To just want to be pretty

And have someone love me for me

And not for who I could be

I could be

I close my eyes

And small specs of light

Are there dancing through my eyelids

Spiralling in the middle of the night

I close my eyes and I'm who I wanna be

Wake up and they won't let me let me

I don't wanna be miss world miss world

Not in this sick world sick world

Where I have to fake tears when I'm laughing

Smile when I'm unhappy

Everybody's clapping when I'm down

Don't need to be miss world

No not in this sick world sick world

Where I gotta pretend that I got this

When I've f**king lost it

Everybody's reaching for the crown

But I don't want it