Broken Body (Explicit)

I've got a sickness

A doctor and all of his knowledge could never cure

I'm so sick and tired of feeling worthless

Like I don't exist

Keep my head up high

Try to live my life

That no one notices

All of my years

Being left alone

Made me what I am

Wounded by the ones I love

Back against the wall

I'm an animal trapped in hell

This is real pain

These are real tears

This is the world falling on me

Is this what you want

Part of your big plan

Wanna see me fail

You'll never get the chance

Sorrow has become my only friend again

I know I will fail you in the end

There's no heaven

That wants me

No hell that could ever hold me in

No matter how strong I was

I could never escape

I still feel all of my sins

I remember the sun touching your face

I'm still waiting for the day

Just to hear you say

Well I've had enough

Get up and you walk away

Sorrow has become my only friend again

I know I will fail you in the end

The end

And I should blame you for running

I know you couldn't understand

You see

I don't even know myself anymore

I don't even f**king understand

This is real pain

These are real tears

This is the world falling on me

Is this what you want

Part of your great plan

Wanna see me fail

You'll never have the chance

Sorrow has become my only friend again

I know I will fail you in the end

I will fail

I will fail

I will fail

I will fail