Still

Still - Soccer Mommy

Lyrics by：Sophie Allison

Composed by：Sophie Allison

I don't know how to feel things small

It's a tidal wave or nothing at all

I can't believe in heaven now

It's been hell on earth for a second

Okay you win I'll end my life

Drive to the bridge just to overthink it

I never jump it's a crutch of mine

Drive to the bridge just to stand there thinkin'

My life stands still

I need someone you can't erase

'Cause I lost myself to a dream I had

And I never give it all away

But I miss feelin' like a person

'Cause I read those things people have to say

They make me feel like I'm not a person

White little pills take it all away

Drive to the bridge just to stop thinkin'

And I can't stand still

Keep thinkin' 'bout how to fix my life

I think that when is the bigger question

'Cause I don't know how I'll feel tonight

Might make an impulsive decision

I'll cut a piece out of my thigh

Felt my heart go skydiving

You got me high for a little while

I still don't know what I was thinkin'

I did it still

Yeah I did it still