Natural at Disaster

Natural at Disaster - JADE

Lyrics by：Jade Thirlwall/Peter Rycroft/Lauren Aquilina

Composed by：Jade Thirlwall/Peter Rycroft/Lauren Aquilina

Produced by：Lostboy

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself

Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health

Tryna fix you made me break myself

It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity

You reeled me in

I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities

But now your ignorance kinda scares me

Someone's gotta say it

'Cause you were all snakes no ladders

You're happiest when you make me sadder

Tried to help you but it didn't matter

You're a natural at disaster

Tryna build a bridge out of matches

But then you breathe out and fire catches

Everything you touch turns to ashes

You're a natural at disaster

Wreaking havoc

Everything you do is problematic

Never getting better

When you're stuck in your ways forever

So here's a medal

You fooled me into thinking I was special

Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level

So on a level

I'm pretty sure that you're the devil

'Cause you were all snakes no ladders

You're happiest when you make me sadder

Tried to help you but it didn't matter

You're a natural at disaster

Tryna build a bridge out of matches

But then you breathe out and fire catches

Everything you touch turns to ashes

Well done you for raining on every parade till it turns black and blue

It's just what you do

And well done me for letting you step over every single boundary

Does that make me weak?

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself

Can't be there for you

Without negatively impacting my mental health