Julia . . . (Explicit)

Where's God

Where's God

I could've been dead

Where's God

I could've been just like Manny with a bullet in his head

I could've been this killer and living inside the feds

With a calendar crossing off all the days beside my bed

Or like his cousin yeah I could've been a mo*****king

McDonald's employee with a shorty not my wife but we got kids

It's a shame

Where's God

'Cause minimum wage in this age

Ain't enough to even buy they a*s a bib

I could've been a college student paying my tuition

But I couldn't even tell you what the ****my major is

Where's God

But bust my f***ing a*s every day to buy a suit and make a resume

And take a interview and lose to a kid with a f***ing trade

Yeah I could've been the owner of that business

Where's God

That hired her from the lust inside my brain

Where's God

And even though I'm 50 and she's 21 I use my power to ****her

Where's

Grabbing her with the same ****hand that has my ring

Where's God

I could've been a wife staying up at night

Looking at my watch like Where's my man Man I hope that he's okay

Where's God

When meanwhile he's inside a hotel getting that ho tail

Without a rubber or a shame

Where's God

But stop that there

Since a little boy I knew that I was someone rare

I don't know how I knew but I knew it was something inside of me

Telling me I could be successful outside of society

History classes ain't working I'm ditching these classes

Man these *****s need glasses they don't see it

I'm better than average I'm telling you coach put me in

And I'm still on the bench I'm thinking I suck

What's your grades A D and a D a D

And a A that's in art

Does that mean I'm great Am I gon' be straight

And this what they say There's no jobs for ******that paint

So my whole *******life I grew up thinking I can't

Nig*as that paint nig*as that paint nig*as that paint

Where's God

Nig*as that paint nig*as that paint nig*as

And meanwhile I'm thinking that my life's ******up

But my mom was going through it she really had tough luck

Where's God

But she kept it to her herself I had no idea

Where's God

To the point that I denied the little things I'd hear

From my family members now and then and here and there

'Til I saw one day that mama was losing hair

Where's God

And her losing her weight then eventually losing her brain

'Til I put two and two together confusion was strain

Since my auntie told me the truth I'll never be the same

When she died is when I heard my stepfather gave her AIDS

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Alright ay so listen what color are my pants

Red

Alright so describe to me the color red

Without using another color or anything associated with the color

I think the color red is something that provokes emotion out of people

Nah I'm saying how can you visually

Visually describe it

Describe the color red without using another color

It's impossible there's no way you can do that

No

So look how do you know that when you see red right

I don't see blue How do you know we see the same color

There's no way to tell

There's no way you can tell like

If if we can see the same color no matter what because

I could've grown up my whole life thinking that red was really

I see blue but I thought it was red 'cause that's what they taught me

Right

And there's no way to describe it to you

So to know if we see the same thing so

If we know if we can't even say that we see the same thing right

If me and you can like literally talk about colors

And we're not advanced enough um like

Society humanity whatever you wanna call it or technology

To say that to know if we actually even see the same colors

Then how can we say there is no God