My Heart Is A Fist

I surrender I know I've been a pretender

You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well

I wave my flag I sound the alarm

Somebody stop me before I do any harm

I surrender I know I've been a pretender

I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights

Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight

Crash and burn s o s somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life

I'm burning under the spotlight

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again

Take a look at these hollow eyes - one last look before I say goodbye

To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like can never escape

So watch me fall from grace-watch me carve my hate

In the heart of a lover I feel I can never escape my fate

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again

I see you on your cloud looking down

I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

I see you on your cloud looking down

I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

You don't notice me

I'm screaming while I pray

While I pray

You don't notice me

I'm sick of you God

I'm done with you

I see you on your cloud looking down

I am on my knees today but you don't notice me

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will fight again

My heart it a fist drenched in blood

My soul will rise again