I Miss U (Explicit)

Huh I miss yooouuu

Dedicated to everybody that lost somebody knalmtalkinbout

Knalmsayin

Gotta give'em they flowers while they living knalmsayin

Cause ain't nothin promised

One day you here the next day you gone

For real

Uhh A lotta s**t done changed

D**e man since you been gone

I did a whole lotta good

I did a lotta wrong

I made a whole lotta change

I wrote a lotta songs

Sometimes I felt weak most times I stood up strong

Yeah I got three kids now Natasha had a son

We ain't together no more

I guess we was just too young

To even try to start a family in the first place

But I get happy every time I look into his face

Ever since you went away

Man it's been hard for me

Didn't know 'til you died

How much you meant to me

All the time and the patience you put into me

You showed me how to be the man that I was meant to be

Taught me how to play music and bout the melody

And to this day

I remember what you was tellin me

You told me

Son most of this rap s**t is just noise

But if you put some music in it

You'll get rich boy

That's why I stay up in the studio

Up all night

I f**k with live musicians to get the groove right

Yeah I'ma rap star now

Yeah you could say that

Cause now my walls is filled with gold and grey plaques

Doin shows and videos and makin big stacks

But if it would bring you back

I would trade all that

I wanna thank ya for everything that you did for me

I'm on my knees praying to God that you hearing me

Oooohhh yeeaahhh I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

You know that I miss I'm missing you

I miss yooouuu

Ooohhhh I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

I know you watch me up there

And it's gettin hard for me

When you get a chance

Put a good word into the Lord for me

I been got caught up got sent to the pen

I let ya down I'm in a place I know you

Never thought you see me in

But all these things is happening for a reason

I guess God saved my life

And put me up to see another season

And all my so called friends don't even write to me

They don't go check on my momma

Don't send no price to me

I'm tryna raise my kids from a penitentiary

Stayin on my knees

Praying they don't grow up to be like me

Do you remember

When my parents thing ain't worked out

You let me and my momma come live in yo house

Knowin already you had too many people livin wit'cha

You always treated me special

I never could forget cha

Cook me breakfast and lunch and dinner everyday

You wiped my tears away

Tried to explain why my life had to be this way

Always gave me the real you never bulls**t me

I wish I woulda said thank you

When you was here with me

My uncle miss ya

And I know you know his heart is blue

But he ain't the only one

Cause Annie I miss you too

Oooohhh yeeaahhh I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

You know that I miss I'm missing you

I miss yooouuu I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

A house is not a house if ain't nobody livin in it

Tell me why black life isn't life unless there's prison in it

General population of super cell

Or Johnny or some Jack Man

Powdered coffee peppermint

Peach cool offs but a paint I wish I had that

And even more than my freedom

I wish I had somethin else

I would give back everything

I've accomplished fore this one thang and nothin else

I ain't talkin about a relationship

Cause broads bring too much drama drama

I'd even pass the chance to be a millionaire

If I could hug and kiss my momma momma

I remember like it was yesterday

Although I was six years old

Momma what's wrong wake up wake up

Why yo forehead hot and yo hands so cold

Who all these people up in our room

Auntie tell'em put my momma down

I didn't understand what was goin on

But it felt wrong cause so many people came around

I didn't have to go to school that day that day

And everybody was buyin me s**t buyin me s**t

Tellin me everythang was alright

But they was sad and cryin and s**t

Ain't that a b***h

My momma ain't never came back

I wish I could hug and kiss her

Even though Auntie and Grandma Dorothy raised me right

I still miss her

Oooohhh yeeaahhh I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu