I Hate It Here (Explicit)

I Hate It Here (Explicit) - Kayla Nicole

Hold me where the heart is

'Cause I hate this place

No safety molding love so

It's a dangerous game

I lost myself in finding

What a man can't change

Been fighting now we are

Lost behind the bed we make

I don't wanna love you

Losing you is my worst fear

This feel like a nightmare

Wakeup to you not there

All these tears in my head

I say that to feel better

Lying ain't gon make you different

Honestly isn't getting weirder

I make love and you look easy

But you do the most

If only they know every fail

Be behind a couple goals

No I don't want you sorry

Present

Just leave me alone

'Cause sometimes I just miss your presence

But you so far gone

And I don't wanna love you

Losing you is my worst fear

This feel like a nightmare

Wakeup to you not there

All these tears in my head

I say that to feel better

Lying ain't gon make you different

Honestly isn't getting weirder

I rather be hurting with him than to be alone

Been calling for my sanity

The way I call your phone and all my problems wouldn't

Exist if I just got you gone

At least thats what my girls say

I won't love the worst ways

I don't wanna love you

Losing you is my worst fear

This feel like a nightmare

Wakeup to you not there

All these tears in my head

I say that to feel better

Lying ain't gon make you different

Honestly isn't getting weirder

I don't wanna love you

I don't wanna love you

I don't wanna love you

Yeah yeah

I don't wanna love you

I don't wanna love you

This feel like a nightmare

Wakeup to you not there

All these tears in my head

I say that to feel better

Lying ain't gon make you different

Honestly isn't getting weirder