Hate Me

- Karaoke

I have to block out thoughts of you

So I don't lose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving

Babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me

That I'm alone

Playing movies in my head

That make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride a nervous

Bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you

Will you never call again

And will you never say

That you love me just to put it in my face

And will you never try to reach me it is

I that wanted space

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally see

What's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months

It's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart

Is the one thing I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you

For holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself

You were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped

Opinions on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself

When it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so f**king far away

That I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart

To leave me behind

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake

That I had made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and

I held your face in my hands

And then I fell down yelling make it go away

Just make a smile

Come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered

How could you do this to me

Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see

What's good for you