Cowboy

Cowboy - Zeds Dead/Omar LinX

You see I grew up as a wild child

Played by my own rules

Stubborn as a motherf**ker

I don't wanna go to school

Math class is boring

Recess is old news

I just wanna chill and

Have fun like them older dudes

And so I did

And I never gave in

With my back to the wind

And a goofy old grin

I was out for the sting

Where I wanted I went

When they told me I'd lose

I just told them I'd win

And I snuck out of class

Headed down the road

Ventured on home

Call me Indiana Ommz

Said I'd never look back

I'd just set my own path

I don't need a game plan

I can get my own map

'Til girl meets boy

And boy meets girl

Never would have thought

That she would change his world

I remember that day

When we met up in the rain

She just looked me in the eyes

And she said one thing

I remember that day

When we met up in the rain

She just looked me in the eyes

And she said one thing

Yeah

Yeah

Don't you see what I am

See what I'm doing

This is my life

Don't you see what I've ruined

Drowned my gift dropped my faith

Forgot my dream I've lost my way

And there's nobody to blame

Nobody to go to

I was doing fine

Why the f**k did I involve you

Ready as I am

I would never get the chance

To show you what I dreamt

Cause you'd never understand

I'm a cowboy by night

Raider by the day

If I can find a saloon

I can find my way

Earn my living

With my outlaw winnings

Y'all could spend it all

With me but I just can't stay

Now everything's gone

Everything's lost

Promising to God I've paid my cost

Never would've thought

That she'd ever let us go

But she's missing in my heart

I can feel it in my soul

I remember that day

When we met up in the rain

She just looked me in the eyes

And she said one thing

Yeah

Yeah

What's wrong Who cares

So long cold stare

I've been wrong about everything

You owed me

And if I had another chance

To try it all again

Then you know you'd be

Looking at the old me

So if there's anything

Left anything at all

Let me write that song

That'll put you in my arms

I can see you're a star

But please don't shoot

Please at the least

Let me speak my truth

“Too little too late ”

She whispered in the wind

I wish you'd never left

This shouldn't be the end

She always on my mind

When I'm thinking in my zone

When there's nothing left to drink

And I'm sitting here alone

The cards are on the table

The odds are looking grim

Indebted to regret

There's no profit in the win

I told her what she meant

Just hope she remembers that

I sent it with a prayer

But she never wrote a letter back