Captive

Captive - george

I want to scream sometimes

Louder than passing traffic

Yet only I can hear

My silent noise

Everyday consumes me

Each step I'm falling in

Imprisoned in my own choice

The phone's ringing every minute

So I try to take time

Just to breathe for a minute

To find a silent breath

I can call my own

So I try to give time

One more quiet second

To find a silent breath

I can call my own

And I know I choose to be

Yet I feel

I'm a captive of it

I make love to it

But I hate it

And I want to

But I'm scared of running

Away

To make love or to hate is all in my own hands

I suppose you always feel safe

When you feel control

Yet under all I know

I'm never really in control

And time's my most intimate love

Peace is the sister I don't have

Silent is pure sanctity

How I crave for you

So I try take time

Just to breathe for a minute

To find a silent breath

I can call my own

So I try give time

One more quiet second

To find a silent breath

I can call my own

And I know I choose to be

Yet I feel

I'm a captive of it

I make love to it

But I hate it

And I know I choose to be

Yet I feel

I'm a captive of you

And I make love to you

But I hate you

And I want to

But I'm scared of running

Away

To make love or to hate

Is all in my own hands

Yet the unknown breeds fear

My mother's breast seems miles away

You can be happy

You can be happy

You can be happy to play the game

To play the game

Until your deck runs out