If You're Not Coming Back

Guess I never planned being without you I pushed it out of my mind

Left with all the things that I should've told you I always thought I had the time

Here I sit in an empty room and I'm staring at pictures of you

Asking myself could I be so blind I swear I never knew you were fading into blue

You were numbing the pain you were dyin' inside

You were looking for a way out with your faraway eyes

Now I'm losing myself and slippin' off the track

And who's gonna save me if you're not coming back

Caught you shaking in the middle of the night you blamed it on the winter's cold

2am down in Alphabet City you were trading off your soul

I had to keep moving I just couldn't wait left you on your own

Surrounded by darkness in the middle of the day you withered all alone

You were numbing the pain you were dyin' inside

You were looking for a way out with your faraway eyes

Now I'm losing myself and slippin' off the track

And who's gonna save me if you're not coming back

You said forever 'til the day that we died

Forever's come what am I supposed to do

Left here still alive

Sleeping on needles and hiding in plain sight rolling down your sleeves

Everyone was talking and everybody knew everyone but me

You were numbing the pain you were dyin' inside

You were looking for a way out with your faraway eyes

Now I'm losing myself and slippin' off the track

And who's gonna save me if you're not coming back

If you're not coming back

If you're not coming back

If you're not coming back