By Myself (Album Version)

What do I do to ignore them behind me

Do I follow my instincts blindly

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening

Do I sit here and try to stand it

Or do I try to catch them red handed

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin

I make the right moves but I'm lost within

I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again

By myself

Myself

I ask why but in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

Myself

I ask why but in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I Turn my back I'm defenseless

And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll

Take from me till everything is gone

If I let them go I'll be outdone

But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun

If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer

Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

How do you think I've lost so much

I'm so afraid I'm out of touch

How do you expect I will know what to do

When all I know is what you tell me to

Don't you know

I can't tell you how to make it go

No matter what I do how hard I try

I can't seem to convince myself why

I'm stuck on the outside