Promise

In a world that's full of hope why am I alone

Had this feeling so long my serotonin's gone

Even when I get high why do I feel so low

Never good at goodbyes I hold on

I hate the man I see when I see myself

I told myself it's different it's so hard to believe

I know that I won't change so I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself

As I stand here again all covered in mud

And I'm drenched in my sins what have I become

I said the last time that would be my last time

Not good at goodbyes I hold on

If I jumped off this ledge would you catch my fall

Would you care at all

I told myself it's different it's so hard to believe

I know that I won't change so I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself

All the stages I've shaken all the roads that I've taken

Wondering if I can really make it

Feeling so depressed I've been humbled and humiliated

All the truth I've mistaken for the things I thought save me

It's like nobody knows at any given second I feel like I might explode

I told myself it's different it's so hard to believe

I know I'll never change I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't I don't know why

And I don't I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself