twentyone 歌詞
Turned 21 and it feels the same as
Hanging on to a makeshift game
Cause everyone I know is somewhere down the road (of)
Getting close to what they want, while
I'm still trying to catch my start, cause
Everywhere I go, I keep on hearing no’s
I’m lost in the pain but I’m smiling
“Keep my head up” but it's harder now
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
Keep on pushing away all my old friends
Don’t want them to know that I can’t give up
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
Hate that I can't write about parties
Cause I'm at home making up stories
Dreaming on my own, or staring at my phone
Friends say I should take a break, but
I haven't done shit today, just
Thinking about what could've been
I’m lost in the pain but I’m smiling
“Keep my head up” but it’s harder now
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
Keep on pushing away all my old friends
Don’t want them to know that I can’t give up
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
I keep wasting all my time
Thinking about my life
I guess I wasn't right
No matter how I fight
Things don't turn out alright
I wish I found the light
When will it be alright
I’m lost in the pain but I’m smiling
Keep my head up but it’s harder now
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
Keep on pushing away all my old friends
Don’t want them to know that I can’t give up
Say I need time, I’m pretending
Cause I don’t know where I’m heading
I keep wasting all my time
Thinking about my life
I guess I wasn't right
No matter how I fight
Things don't turn out alright
I wish I found the light
When will it be alright