Scars May Fade (Explicit)

Scars May Fade (Explicit) - Blue Monday

There were times

Where I wanted to lose myself

But not this way

'Cause I can't count the days

Since you locked me away

Keeping me clouded in a game

Of forget and never regret

I watched them scuffle the street

And make the freezing scene

I told myself that would never be me

But my mind was a mind not of my own

Woke up one day

And couldn't believe where I'd been

I don't know how it happened

I just stumbled into this place

And I didn't feel a thing

I couldn't remember

Where I had come from

Or where I ever was trying to go

And the people that I loved

Seemed so far out of reach

I wore you like a scar

On another one of those nights

Staring at the same f**king light

A step away from oblivion

I wanted to she'd you

And you were finally starting to fade

It's like I opened my eyes

For the first time today

You've lost control of me

I can feel you pulling me back

But that first breath of air

Has got me holding on

This is a new day

I was caught in that dark place

For so long

This is a new day

Now it's my turn to kick you

When you're down

It's all coming at me so fast now

The light of the world is too bright

For my eyes

But I'm not going back inside

Because I know

This is the only chance I will ever get