Even Though I Say

Even Though I Say - Saint Asonia

How I try to pick up what I leave behind

The trail of lies follows me all the time

I've known all along the difference of right or wrong

The damage has been done and I can't just rewind

But I can try and try and try 'cause it makes me feel alive

And even though I say

I'm sorry I'm this way

And even though I've changed

People stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And if your looking at me

Like I'm the 'cause of you live in hell

Well take a look at yourself

How you cry when I leave for the other side

Something makes me wanna go away but I can't decide

You knew all along the difference of right and wrong

This movie feels like it's too long but you can't just rewind

But you can try and try and try if it makes you feel alive

And even though I say

I'm sorry I'm this way

And even though I've changed

People stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And if your looking at me

Like I'm the 'cause of you live in hell

Just take a look at yourself

You make me feel like I'm so small

I keep sinking in this hole

I'm getting closer to the edge

One more step and watch me fall

You said some much I believed it all

You can lie and lie and lie

If it makes you feel alive

And even though I say

I'm sorry I'm this way

And even though I've changed

People stay the same

And even though I don't play

I've become fair game

And if your looking at me

Like I'm the 'cause of you live in hell

Well take a look at

Just take a look at

Well take a look at yourself