What I'm Going Through (Explicit)

What I'm Going Through (Explicit) - Bone Thugs-N-Harmony/Outlawz

Lyrics by：Derrick Johnson

Composed by：Derrick Johnson

I don't know

I really don't know

I don't know

Am I livin' life

Or am I in my grave right now

Are we living' life

Or are we in our graves right now

Cause I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through

I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through no no

I really don't know where I'm going to

If someone can show me a better way

Like minus the fame with none of the lames ain't gettin' around me

I move forward watching like we soldiers

Heartless like we warriors

Maybe they let me game control us they below us

They ask me if we really part of this illuminati

But there's never been a negotiations over my soul

Oh no

But there's plenty demons standing near me like right here beside me

Will somebody please tell me what they want

Cause I don't know

I don't know what they what the f**k want

So I mix Hennessey and puff blunts

I'm outta my mind why do I stay high

Sit back and watch the time fly by

I don't even know who I can trust no more

I don't even think I give a f**k no more

So cut the lights off and close my door

Middle finger up f**k yoooouuuuu

Am I livin' life

Or am I in my grave right now

Are we living' life

Or are we in our graves right now

Cause I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through

I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through no no

Everybody surrounding me crowding me

Don't really know what they tryna get outta me

In my mind it's so cloudy I'm probably

Not thinking properly blurry and sloppily

I feel like a zombie I'm stumbly wobbly

Cause the liquor has got to me

Got a spirit inside of me

That keep making me recall the seekers is blindin' me

I say maybe for family cause they keep telling me

I need to search for the man in me

Let them get just a little bit a glimpse of my world

Maybe they can understand me

Maybe they may conceive that this s**t is

For real not like a dream or a fantasy

If the devil really did come with a deal

Why would you even read it

Why would you even entertain the thought

Or even believe it

I swear a lot of these n***as brains are washed

But it's not the cleanest

This where ya livin' the life

But when that day you wake from dreamin'

You'll see the light it's too late cause you were sleepin'

Am I livin' life

Or am I in my grave right now

Are we living' life

Or are we in our graves right now

Cause I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through

I don't know

Don't know where we going to

I don't know

Don't know what I'm going through don't know