Pages (Explicit)

Pages (Explicit) - Nina Nesbitt

Lyrics by：Nina Nesbitt

Composed by：Nina Nesbitt

Produced by：Nina Nesbitt/Peter Miles

Hey love wait up

I think call is breaking up

I drove my car into the dirt

Can you pull me out I'm kinda stuck

Oh I miss my friends

And the way it was

Now they've got big plans

And city jobs

Truth is I'm a little a lost

My parents split

Now they don't talk

But I guess that they aren't heroes

We'll all make the same mistakes

We'll drink because our hearts are heavy

We'll try to smoke it all away

And all the things that are meant to shape us

Only bend and burn and break

Used to wish that I was famous

Now I wanna run away cause

I'm about 2 years from 30

And life scares me more each day

I've got a man who swears he loves me

But I'm afraid that he won't stay

So I drive out to the ocean

Just to wash my blues away

Takes me back to all the places

Feels like flickin' through the pages

Blue skies long roads

Stopped the van in Idaho

Motel rooms and super 8s

Capturing the golden days

I miss you and me and wintertime

Log fires sipping mulled wine

Oh how easy I lose sight

Of the good old times

Thinking back to when I was in New York

Falling in love with my future

In the back of a bar playing snooker

I got in trouble with my Scottish humour

Cause the jokes don't land I just sound kind of mean

And I felt so ******* bad I stayed up all night

Thinking how it's crazy that we

That we fall in love so quickly

But the moving on is slow

I'm a master at commitment

I'm a novice at letting go

And all the songs played on my car rides

Know me better than my ghosts

See I open like a passport

Shut you out like border control

And I'm 2 years from 30

Life scares me more each day

I've got a man who swears he loves me

But I'm afraid that he won't stay

So I drive out to the ocean

Just to wash my blues away

Takes me back through all the ages

Feels like I'm flickin' through the pages

Hold my heart

Wash the blues away

It's been hard

If I'm honest babe

These scars

Hurt me more each day

Takes me to places

Feels like I'm flickin through the pages