Permanent State

Permanent State - girlpuppy

Lyrics by：Becca Harvey/John Michael Young

Composed by：Becca Harvey/John Michael Young

What can anyone tell me

That I don't already know

I've been asked this my whole life

But I don't know why

All of my recurring dreams

Are about me being

Humiliated in public

But I don't know why

I don't want to know why

I can't stop looking

For some kind of

Permanent state

I always feel like I have to change

Would you all like me

If I was different

When I'm in my car and I

Look out the window and I

Realize I'm real and I'm here

But I don't feel it

Even being around friends

I don't know how to show them

That I love them all so much

But do they feel it

I hope that they feel it

I can't stop looking

For some kind of

Permanent state

I always feel like I have to change

Would you all like me

If I was different

I could be different

I could be different

I hate writing songs

All these words

And memories

I have to recall

They're so hard to write down

And make sound

Clever and beautiful

Like no one's ever heard them before

I could be different

I want to be different

I could be different

I want to be different