see me (Explicit)

see me (Explicit) - Sam Tompkins

Lyrics by：RISC/Sam Tompkins

Composed by：RISC/Sam Tompkins

Produced by：RISC

I've never been confident

Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls

And it's probably something that I have learned

Need to come to terms and be honest with

But I'm too scared of what people might say

I'm afraid of everyone judging me

Once they observe what I preserve and stop loving me

'Cause that f**** hurts I did it first and it's cutting me

Deeper than a knife ever could

I'm no good

Give me strength

I've cried too many times here in the quiet

In my bed

I hate myself but I do it in private

I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me

'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me

I think I owe an apology

To the kid I was when I was young

'Cause I promised him

That I'll figure all this out

By the time that he'd gotten here

But that was a lie and I am still ashamed

'Cause I'm to blame ooh

Ooh ooh ooh

The war that I'm fighting is

Fought by a person I can't see

Ooh ooh ooh

And lately I'm hiding all 'cause of me

Give me strength

I've cried too many times here in the quiet

In my bed

I hate myself but I do it in private

I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me

'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me

Lost my head

I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hiding

Eyes are red

Been months since I caught myself smiling

I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me

'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me

Give me strength

I've cried too many times here in the quiet

In my bed

I hate myself but I do it in private

I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me

'Cause what if you see me the way that I see me