changes (Explicit)

changes (Explicit) - DEXNDRE

Lyrics by：Deandre Lio

I'm at this problematic crossing

Where I've got to make the right choices

I'm not ready for it

I always hated change and

I hated bordem

But I've woken up recently

And how I felt ain't normal

I gotta change stuff in my life to achieve

My goals is what is the most important

I got set my mind free so I can switch

If we ain't on the same path then I gotta do it and delete it

Yeah bro I'm sorry but that's means you

If you aren't a help to my cause

Then that's us over there's no way to save it

Honestly I know this is bad

Because everyone right now feels like baggage to me

Why the **** I am down

I'm supposed to feel up right now

I've got a life to live out

I got dreams

Aspirations

I got all my **** that's planned out

Why do the people who you're supposed to love don't feel right to me

I still feel alone when I'm around them

So I will write it out on this beat

There's a lot to do in so little time

And being around you feels like a waste of mine

It hurts to think that

But this is the end of the chapter finally

I don't know what to think anymore

All this change I hate it so much why can't life be ignored

I've grown attached to you

And a life without you seems grey

I question if could I do it

Because right now I feel so low I wish I could die today

You see the changes right there

Last year I did it different I felt like there was nothing that could compare

I was grinding it out

I couldn't give a **** who was in my way

But now my dreams are becoming real

There's so many choices and I don't know what to do or say

For three years now I've been wanting this more then anything

And I still do

I know the price of it

But that is not what is gonna be stopping me

I feel so human at times

I hate the emotions

That hinder my life

I know I need to break through it

And killing that feeling is what I will have to do

All these important choices man

I ******* hate them

I hate the changes

They emptiness

I wish I didn't awaken

But this is it now I've reached a point of no return

If I left you behind I'm sorry

But this is what I have to do and yeah it ******* hurts