I'm Not OK

How would I ever know

If I never tried

If I never tried

To look

It's easy to blame yourself

For wanting something else

Wanting something else

Dreams start to fade away

Become another day

And then another day

Goes by

Can't seem to watch it past

Was never good at that

Never good at that

Was I

I'm not okay

With just leaving

Or holding back my words until I

Need them

I'm not okay

With just leaving

Cause I love you too much

I thought I was above

I guess I really wasn't

I guess I really wasn't

A kiss is meant to fade

And feelings go away

And feelings go away

But I'm not okay

With just leaving

Or holding back my words until I

Need them

I am not okay

With just leaving

Cause I love you too much

And how would I ever know

If I never tried

If I never tried