Keep Livin (Explicit)

Keep Livin - Jean Grae

Yeah this the one they told me not to put out

But you got to give the people what they want

So brothers sisters

I've been holding this one back

This one for y'all let's go

I'm feeling numb thinking of

Changing my name to Crystal Meth

I'm playing this game

Holding my mic like a pistol

Aiming at death and

I love nobody

Alone in this world

That's how I came in it

But s**t could flash

And reverse the same in a minute

I don't even love life no

More my n***as I just live it

And I don't love love

All the hurting is infinite

I cry myself to sleep

Sometimes wept a gallon of tears

From malice divorced mates to lost peers

Drowned it in a haze of smok

E and glasses that never ran empty

Bottles of so co cheap vodka and 2020

Spending my pennies for

Thoughts on quarts of Henny

Fame got none pain like the movie have plenty

Like a shotgun double

Barrel fully loaded ready to blow

I want to turn around and aim at myself

Been failing my health I hardly even eat no more

My lunch is munchies from

The corner store tropical fantasy

Me and my family me and my n***as used to be tight

But now we see each other on the block with no pounds

And keep it moving gotta move on

I know I'm doing it right

I'm still living hustling life

Still s**t

For all my n***as smoke a pack a day

For all my n***as hold a

Bottle drink the pain away

What type of life is this

For all my n***as getting the cash and all

My n***as who chill on the ave

Let's keep living

For all my n***as drink the pain away

For all my n***as smoke a pack of

Newports a day

What type of life is this

For all my n***as getting the

Cash and all my n***as who chill on the ave

Let's keep living let's keep living

Grew up a child of an

Alcoholic sister to schizophrenic

And already inherited one

And they both are genetic

When sun falls I gets no

Sleep nights is filled

With party and bulls**t

Bacardi and full clips

Just to deal with it got a

Full heart but I don't feel

With it no more

I have fury of woman who scorned

Just live my life like the

X files and trust nobody

Forgetting everyone

Now I'm just for getting the money

Funny how s**t can change and

Switch up fragile to rip on you

Spent too much of my young

Life just trying to stitch s**t up

Uh I'm living day by day now

Every step is play by play

Hand to mouth I'm just trying

To make the moments count

Eyes read stressing my soul chest grows

From heavy smoking addict

Since nine a nicotine addict

Devoted at it but still

I need some type of release

I quit the trees at least

Yo I'm learning n***as but I'm slow at it

Always gave my motherf**kers

The benefit of the doubt

But it seems that everybody's just out for self

I used to love her

Now I gotta make her work for my wealth

I gotta eat y'all

For all my n***as smoke a pack a day

For all my n***as hold a bottle drink the pain away

What type of life is this

For all my n***as getting the cash

And all my n***as who chill on the ave

Let's keep living

For all my n***as drink the pain away

For all my n***as smoke a pack of newports a day

What type of life is this

For all my n***as getting the cash

And all my n***as who chill on the ave

Let's keep living let's keep living

It's from rapping to nicotine

N***as clapping and niggas'll fiend

From some s**t I haven't seen

To everything I've been through

It's like losing the love

Of your life twice in the same night

Being deaf for years gained

Your hearing and losing your sight

Trying to shine but I'm just getting eclipsed

I'm just trying to find the

Perfect words to fall from my lips

Thinking too hard about what

S**t has fallen mainly the chips

Hoping the next time it's storming

That I'm not attempting to slit wrists

Got nothing now I'll work my way up from the bottom

To the top of the ladder claim what's rightfully mine

I'm working against time it's been too long

And I haven't even had a

Chance to leave y'all yet I apologize

Getting older wiser seen the picture painted

My destiny fated for this and not for easy times

I put my heart in these rhymes for always

Love it or leave it or ready to die

Yeah I'm ready come on