PTSD (Explicit)

PTSD (Explicit) - Young Hysan

Lyrics by：Young Hysan

Composed by：Young Hysan

Can't find no peace of mind

Can't even sleep if I tried

These demons creep through my mind everyday

I'm paranoid and I'm tired

Can't leave the street s**t behind me

This PTSD remind me everyday

Can't find no peace of mind

I seek relief from these highs

The sweet release from what's hiding in my brain yeah

Feeling like I can't be saved

I'm just trying to run away yeah

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

I feel like I can't be saved

I'm just trying to run away

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

Self e side but a light it up

Can't find no peace of mind

Can't leave these streets if I tried

No TV screen this s**t live where I stay

Smoke streaming through the sky

Police shooting at toddlers

People freaking when sirens on the way

I tried I really tried

These kids really be dying

Still you rather scrutinize what I'm saying

You rather focus on a line

And twist it to speak these lies

Acting like the f**king 9 on my case

Came up outta trenches

I been keeping that aggression

'Cause there ain't no code of ethics

They just wanna see me go down

Call in crowd control

'Cause every show we do a full house

God made me his vessel

I can't ever sell my soul

Yeah the real recognise the real

OG's bumping my s**t they feel me

Them labels fight for deals

They know last summer I made a milli

They tryna steal my style

I know your pain don't come from the field

Real pain the type to never heal

I'm just trying to run away yeah

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

I feel like I can't be saved

I'm just trying to run away

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

God I hate being stuck going back to the dirt

Everyday somebody test me for my capital worth

Said they out to catch me lacking

So we catching 'em first

Stomp they a*s out on the curb

'Cause they don't learn until they back with the nurse aye

God I'm tried to stay out of the violence

I promised I would better myself

Promised momma that I was done

Yeah I said it myself

Suspended sentence above my head

I ain't tryna end up in jail

So I can't trip over this

Bulls**t they be starting over pride

Just to spend 25 in the pen by myself

God I swear these streets could never prevail

But after all I done

I still can't get myself out the field

Can't find no peace of mind

Can't even sleep if I tried

These demons creep through my mind everyday

I'm paranoid and I'm tired

Can't leave the street s**t behind me

This PTSD remind me everyday

Can't find no peace of mind

I seek relief from these highs

The sweet release from what's hiding in my brain yeah

Feeling like I can't be saved

I'm just trying to run away yeah

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

I feel like I can't be saved

I'm just trying to run away

I'm just trying to run away

'Cause I feel like I can't be saved

I feel like I can't be saved