panic attack

oscillating wildly

timeline of extremes

soak an ocean of information

sink my way downstream

coming up in spirals

sucker punch when Im alone

navigation dropout

in the shadow zone

and it feels so messed up

to be wanting more

than the bleak horizon

we are living for

the pressure is always building

got to get it off my back

i need to get ahead of my mind

faster than a

than a panic attack

the whirlpool spits me out and

im thirsty spent and cold

belief floods through my system

theres no more stranglehold

all Im asking for is

a little peace and time to rest

all I need is to remember

you cant fail if its not a test