Inside Out

I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing

Want to put my tender heart in a blender

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous then I'm through with you

I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail

I see our time had gotten stale

The tick tock of the clock is painful

All sane and logical

I want to tear it off the wall

I hear words and clips and phrases

I think sick like ginger ale

My stomach turns and I exhale

I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing

Want to put my tender heart in a blender

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous then I'm through with you

So cal is where my mind states but its not my state of mind

I'm not as ugly sad as you

Or am I origami

Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head

I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing

Want to put my tender heart in a blender

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous then I'm through with you

I alone am the one you don't know you need take heed feed your ego

Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get close tie me to the bedpost

I alone am the one you don't know you need you don't know you need me make me

Blind when your eyes close time me to the bed post

I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing

Want to put my tender heart in a blender

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous then I'm through now i through with you

Through with you

Rendezvous then I'm through with you