Pushing All My Friends Away

I never sat at the cool table

Playing truth-or-dare across the pool table

I wish I was little less insecure

I wish I didn't say what I said before

I might of gone a little too far for sure

Pushing all my friends away

To see if they still care

Think I'll drink alone all day

Got problems I won't share

Making something outta nothing

Start regretting I even brought it up all

Pushing all my friends away

And hoping that they call

I never had someone to talk me through this s**t

And listen even when I say I'm over it

I know I sound a little bit immature

Not used to having someone I go to for

Even when I go too far for sure

Pushing all my friends away

To see if they still care

Think I'll drink alone all day

Got problems I won't share

Making something outta nothing

Start regretting I even brought it up all

Pushing all my friends away

And hoping that they call

All these friends

And no one to call

But I keep on pushing

All my friends

I think it's my fault

Why'd I do this again

All these friends

And no one to call

But I keep on pushing

All my friends

All my friends

Making something outta nothing

Start regretting I even brought it up all

Got in my head I'll admit it

Wouldn't blame them if they didn't wanna call