I Like To Keep Myself In Pain

I Like To Keep Myself In Pain - Kelly Hogan

I like to keep myself in pain

Even when the sun is high

Shining on the olive trees

Theres still a shadow in my eyes

And that shadow must be yours

Falling all across the plains

I've got your wreckage in my heart so

I like to keep myself in pain

In the quiet night I sleep

To the sweet cascading rain

Then your voices come to haunt me so

I like to keep myself in pain

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Yeeeaaaahhhhhh

I like to keep myself in pain

Its not conscious I just do

Must be something that I learned

From all my time with you

When people ask me where you are

I say don't ask me that again

Even if I told the truth this time

I wouldn't know how to begin

Pains the only thing you left me

If I let it go then I don't know who I am

In my own brain

It keeps me alive

Ooooh-oooh

It keeps me alive

Ooooh-oooh

It keeps me alive

So

I like to keep myself in pain