I Can't Stand To Fall

Is there an earthquake causing the earth to shake

So violently that I can't stand on my two feet

Why can't I stand on my two feet

It makes my heart break knowing I'm not

What I thought I'd be

I always hoped for greater things

I know I'm meant for greater things

But not now

Tear down these walls

I'd climb but I can't stand to fall without You

Tear down these walls that separate us now

I can't make them fall without You

I spent a long time building barricades to fortify

Creating space by drawing lines

By drawing lines

But now I realize when I try to hide it's all in vain

I end up pushing You away

I'm tired of pushing You away

But not now

You'll find me lying down in the debris waiting for You

There's not much left of me

But what is left is willing

God I'm willing