1st of the year

1st of the year - Thala

Lyrics by：Thala

Composed by：Thala/Jannes Eschrich/Joseph Feinstein

Produced by：Jannes Eschrich

1st of the year you said

Hey you sleep tight

On the second told me

Someone had changed your mind

And I've been going through it

'Cause I think I waited for too long

And there's nothing else to it

All I that I can do is get drunk and get through it

This might be the end of it all

I miss the days and how I felt before

It's a real thing

Don't think I've ever been scared this much

'Cause I'm used to take off

When it gets deeper

When it's gets harder

I know how to guard myself quite well

It wasn't meant to be

I know it was scary to open your heart to me

And once you did

I ran like a little kid

And even though I seem like I've moved on

There's nothing out there that has killed me for this long

It's been weeks and months of debating

If it's worth it and if I should be changing

It's a real thing

Don't think I've ever been scared this much

'Cause I'm used to take off

When it gets deeper

When it's gets harder

I know how to guard myself quite well

I get high instead

And then I try to forget

You and me in bed

And how it felt

I get high instead

And then I try to forget

You and me in bed

And how it felt

It's a real thing

Don't think I've ever been scared this much

'Cause I'm used to take off

When it gets deeper

When it gets harder

I know how to guard myself quite well