Green Star

Green Star - PEARS

Written by：PEARS

Garbed in misery a mirror of my world vomit still speckles my bib

Lowly imps of pity swarm like buzzards in the sun

To lull me to sleep in my crib

I dream of you and then I dream of something else

I lust to be lustful once more

Recounting failures I have failed once again

The kismit I cannot ignore

Inside of this crater I have combed for days

For any small sliver moments looped replayed

I wanted to save you

I haven't the strength to save us both

I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast

I still get your messages

No flickers of light will bring you back what was almost blinding

Fades slowly to black

Alone confused with a body I abused silenced by a monster in my place

Defeat passenger seat driver steals my voice and wears my face

I wanted to save you I haven't the strength to save us both

I long to be near you your ship is now miles out from my coast

I still get your messages

They're useless but mean the world to me recalling my mother

Smiling down at the proud little boy I used to be

This river runs higher

To all I've ever desired

I washed up on purpose

Drowning on the surface

In envy of what he became a dying green star