I Wonder (2005 Digital Remaster / Live At Cabaret Metro, Chicago / 1995)

Artist：blind melon

Songs Title：i wonder

All along the broadening skies

Under thee every night I lie

Scratch and claw and grip the rails

Every day in my living hell

Oh god you know I try

I know how hard I try

You know I try

Here

Hey I'd like to daze away to a

Place no one has known

In a state of mind I could call

Mine that only I could own

Where I could hum a tune anytime

I choose and theres no such

Thing as time

Where I can feel no pain just

Calm and sane what a place

For one to find

Now ya see I'm watching everything I do

And they're watching everything I say

Why won't they leave me be

Why am I even here I wonder

You leave me wondering

Won't you stop watching me

I said they're watching me watching me watching me

Now in my corner I got the celing in my eyes

Arms holding up my knees and rocking

Back and forths my life

I didn't mean to feel this way when

I walked into the door lord

Then they ripped away my memories

And I can't remember who I was before

I only wanted to be sixteen and free