Grotesque

Grotesque - A Life Once Lost

These words collapse your confidence

Your destructive existence is nauseating

Fake with no self esteem you're nothing

You change with manic uncertainty

Now I will be the master

Now I will choose my boatswain

I push myself in and out of relationships

But I don't know you

I push myself in and out of control

But I don't own you

Exactly how should

I stand here waiting for you to finally answer

As you verbally bash me

Now now I will be the master

Now now I will choose my boatswain

I push myself in and out of relationships

But I don't know you

I push myself in and out of control

But I don't own you

Now I will be the master

Now I will choose my boatswain

I push myself in and out of relationships

But I don't know you you

I push myself in and out of control

But I don't own you

I don't own you

I don't know you

I don't own you

I don't know you