This Is How It Feels (Explicit)

You keep calling my phone nonstop

Don't you know i won't pick it up

You never leave a message

Look how you've changed

You got nothing to say

Getting in my way

Show up at my house

You're getting so obsessive

Like i have time for you

Wasn't it me you didn't want

Wasn't it me who was hanging on

Now i'm done but before i go

I want you to know

This is how it feels

When you wait for a call

And it never comes

Lying awake at night

'Cause you miss someone

This is how it feels

When the trust you had is broken

And you're left to burn

With your heart wide open

You want to meet up to tell me why

Why how

You had the heart to f**k up my whole life

That's just so you

Now i've moved on

Found myself

And maybe i won't forgive

I'll just forget you lived

And i hope it hurts

Wasn't it me you tried to blame

Wasn't it me you threw away

But before you go

There's something you should know

This is how it feels

When you wait for a call

And it never comes

Lying awake at night

'Cause you miss someone

This is how it feels

When the trust you had is broken

And you're left to burn

With your heart wide open

You taught me how to hate you

And i was so in love

When i tried to save us

It was not enough

So what the hell is different

Cuz now that i am gone

You're crawling back to tell me

I'm the one

This is how it feels

This is how it feels

When you wait for a call

And it never comes

Lying awake at night

'Cause you miss someone

This is how it feels

When the trust you had is broken

And you're left to burn

With your heart wide open

Do you only want me

Cuz you can't have me

Do you only want me

Cuz i'm gone

Do you only want me

Cuz you can't have me

Do you only want me

Cuz i'm gone

Do you only want me

Cuz you can't have me

Do you only want me

Cuz i'm gone

Do you only want me

Cuz you can't have me

Do you only want me

Cuz i'm gone