I'm Fine

I'm Fine - Hazel English

I

I can't deny I'm paralysed from the inside

Everyday I wake to feel the same

And every time you ask me how I'm feeling

I just smile and tell you that I'm fine

I

I don't know why I'm terrified of everything

Just to call the doctor seems daunting

For most of my life I felt a sharp uncertainty

Now it's just become a part of me

I

I can't deny I'm paralysed from the inside

Everyday I wake to feel the same

And every time you ask me how I'm feeling

I just smile and tell you that I'm fine

It's hard to stay true to myself and to you

I can't measure up to this girl you thought you knew

This aching in my heart is tearing me apart

But darling all your love is somehow not enough