Imposter

Imposter - Kadhja Bonet

I write to you my darling love

With 6000 hours insulting the showers instead of you

Your faith in me has kept me through

Can't fasten my wings to hand me down seams when we were new

I'm not an artist nor a masterpiece

I'm not a legend nor a gifted bard

I'm not the person that you thought I was

And never have been the one meant for us

I fooled you

I fooled you

I thought I'd be myself by now

I thought I would find myself in the light I almost drew

I thought I'd be the best for you

But how can I be when most of me I've never used

I'm not the force I know I ought to be

I'm not a genius nor a pouring heart

I'm not the person that I thought I was

And never have been the one meant for us

I fooled you

I fooled you

I fooled you

I fooled you