Wonderful

I close my eyes when I get too sad

I think thoughts that I know are bad

Close my eyes and I count to ten

Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before

Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door

I wish I could count to ten

Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad

Will figure out why they get so mad

Hear them scream' I hear them fight

They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed

And I dream of angels who make me smile

I feel better when I hear them say

Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little and the world's so big

I just don't understand how

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play

I tell the kids that it's all okay

I laugh aloud so my friends won't know

When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes

I make believe that I have a new life

I don't believe you when you say

Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little and the world is so big

I just don't understand how

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No

No' I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

No

No' I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say

That I will understand someday

No' no' no' no

I don't wanna hear you say

You both have grown in a different way

No' no' no' no

I don't wanna meet your friends

And I don't wanna start over again

I just want my life to be the same' just like it used to be

Some days I hate everything

I hate everything