Fear

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This was the moment I fear

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This was the moment I fear

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This was the moment I fear

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Reoccurring dream I was falling

Dropping from something tall

And Jesus name that I'm calling

This is pretty deep how I'mma decorate the city street

Little bitty pieces there's

Really gonna be some chalky drawings

In this dream I had when I land

I can taste the blood I can smell the concrete

And I can feel my bones crush on a calm street

Dark and desolate my heart I never get

Another beat I'm gonna be other head to split

My hell is credited

Where the red is in

I'm down and dead admit in light I'm dreading this

If we're created of God than predestination

Should not be looked at as odd

When we're blessed to wake in

Side of a dream like I've been here before

And we sum it up with some french expression

Like we didn't hear the lord

So I'm hoping and praying

That I won't be opened and spraying

In real life and it's just a dream

And it's not a thing that can sway my view

But my fear is that I end up laying

And ready for decaying

What I thought was a dream now it's Déjà vu

Yh yh yh

If I fall will the angels catch me

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Or in it all is it my destiny

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Is there a sound when the ground absorbs me

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Or a dream telling me my story

I called up my mother

But who answered my brother

He said she real sick

But I'm gonna put her on just tell her you love her

My heart it just fluttered

When mama picked up she would utter

Who is this I said Donnie

But she thought I was another

Didn't even know me and she's not an oldie

It's the lupus or epilepsy

Maybe the psychosis only

This your son I just called to say happy birthday

Not really knowing me hit me in the worst way

Then she said Oh yeah little Donnie

How you doing in school

I said I'm 42 mommy

I give my arm leg leg arm

Head if that means my momma get better

Toughest thing to swallow is

When someone who raised you

They gonna forget ya

I'm feeling sadness

I'm feeling anger

Steady praying for a higher

Power to come down and change it

Rearrange her cause my fear is

That the sickness in her mind

In due time it'll make her son a stranger

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A stranger to the one who raised us

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Nameless to the one who named us

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Back to the place where it all began

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I'm seeing heaven but I fear it's the end

Taught to have faith in God

Breaking bread then we baking K O D

Making plenty then spread it abroad

Wash it down with a glass of Shiraz

I try to walk the path of the righteous one

But this life is one

That's full of strife let's run

To the mountain top

What I'm 'bout to say

If suckas starts to thinking this holy name

I denounce then stop

Man I'm just sayin'

I do a whole lot of praying

And I wonder if it's listening to Aaron's nightly whispering

'Bout mom in the tithe she's weakly paying

I know it's a blessing

That I raised kids cause I got skill

And thank God that gangbang thing didn't bring me hot steel

Now my mom's worse and a lot ill

My fear is that this God

I'm praying to for my mother is not real

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Extinguish me from this world of fire

Yh yh yh

False teachings taught by liars

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Prayers that go in an empty asylum

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No salvation from this messiah

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