Hate The Way I Feel (Explicit)

I lose my mind every time

I'm even around you

I'm defenseless helpless selfless

I hate the need I feel without you

It's a sickness worthless emptyness

I hate the way I feel

Around you

I hate the way you make me feel

I know

You know

And you use it against me

Manipulate subjicate humiliate

I hate the fear

The need for acceptance

As you f**k with my mind

So come inside

And sit right down

Keep me alive

Make me drown

I hate the way I feel around you

I hate the way you make me feel

I'm worthless inside I need you tonight

I hate the way I feel around you

I hate the way you m ake feel

I'm open up wide will I be denied

You treat you treat me like a thing

Hate you make you everything

This is all that I can bring

Take me take your offering

This oh this is what I need

Watch you plant the seed of greed

If this is it I f**king swear

With my last breath I'll see you bleed