Wanna Be Myself (Explicit)

Wanna Be Myself (Explicit) - G-Eazy

Lyrics by：Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan

Composed by：Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself

I just really miss myself

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

Yeah

I forgot how to be myself

Uh

I just really miss myself

Somebody asked me yeah

Somebody asked me "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy"

I thought about it and I ain't have no answer

I started this s**t ten years ago it was just me and my manager

On the road doin' any shows we was fillin' up this calendar

But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nother chapter

While I'm in Gerryland I'm still here wildin' as a bachelor

Woke up next to a stranger what's her name

I had to ask her

She prolly thinks I got it all but it's pain behind this laughter

Hungover the mornin' after close my drapes make it blackout

Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out

On LSD had a convo with my brother it brought a lot up

See I don't ever take the uniform off and now I'm clocked out

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself

I just really miss myself

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself yeah

I just really miss myself

Yeah

Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac

Last time he text me I was f**ked up forgot didn't hit him back

Wish I could have spoken up man I just want my brother back

But I mean who am I to talk bro

I'm still livin' like that

They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist

Make some s**t I don't feel yes men tell me it's the hardest

They just wanna keep their jobs stay on my good side keep their office

Keep us on the road and no commission or the profits

Now everything is peachy and yeah I feel Avici

Fifty thousand watchin' me but I swear don't nobody see me

But it's rich people problems it's stamps all in my passport

My mama tellin' me that "This is everything you asked for"

What you want

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself

How to be myself

I just really miss myself

Great mind great mind

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself yeah

I just really miss myself

My anxiety increases the higher that I climb

I thought this s**t would get easier easier with time

I'm happy in my mind but at least I tell myself that

Guess I'm damaged goods I cannot help that

D**gs take the edge off hide inside my comfort zone

Different girl every night but worry I'ma die alone

Me against the world can't decide now what side I'm on

Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone

Cheated on my girl I felt like s**t and then I sped off

Crept in the crib quiet shower took my wide cell off

She woke up grab my d**k I couldn't help it had to get off

And if she gave me head felt like I wanna blow my head off

Think everybody cheats everybody will

Everybody leaves but these d**gs never will

I know that sounds f**ked up but in the end it's real

'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill

This scale here will measure five hundred pounds of pressure

The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser

Illuminate my ugly you really sure you love me

You deserve to know the truth decide now what you think of me

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself

I just really miss myself

I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself

I forgot how to be myself yeah

I just really miss myself