Year of the Cup (Explicit)

It's none of my goddamn business what's in the cup

But it's a beautiful thing, man

But it's not a beautiful thing because nobody knows what's in the cup

That's the whole thing

Unless you come up and drink what's in my cup

Then how can you say it's a beautiful thing?

Also, when people drink alcohol, they react

So whatever the hell was in my cup, the only reaction I did

Was got more popular, more successful

Did a lot more things that I've ever done

Picked up a guitar, learned how to play it

Learned how to put on the Auto-Tunes and stretched my voicе

I probably should pick that cup back up

I swore not to care

But on that night

I couldn't help it

I took out all of my shamе

On a random guy

Who probably liked me

And that night

It was the obvious first time

You were disappointed

I spewed out

That irresponsible mantra

"I'm sorry I'm like this"

"What the hell was in his cup?

Whatever he was drinking must be a motherf**kin' success potion"

That's why I tell people, "F**k you and whatever was in my cup

Suck my d**k, I'm gon' keep drinking it, b**ch"

Ah

"Something's in the air like vanilla"

I got on my Facebook

And that time

I had the courage to call her

And tell her that I loved her

I guess that

Screaming at my audience works

And everyone likes it

I dreamed of

Cutting my Achilles' heel

Wanting people to like me

Don't judge me, tryna say, "Yeah, he should've put the cup down"

Why? What did he do wrong? Name it

He was on 60 Minutes with, he was on 60 Minutes with Katie Couric

Was you? No

I'm just tryna make people understand that, don't judge me

I can't go to sleep

'Cause my mind keeps

Ringing with times that I

Laid out everything wrong

With me up on stage

It's embarrassing

"F**k you

You don't deserve me,"

The bus went totally silent

And "help me" was

What I meant to say as I

Gnashed my teeth right in front of you

Yeah, I kinda put the cup down for a minute, but um

Ain't nothing in the cup right now but some wine, I drink Dolce

That's about it, that's the only thing in the cup right now, but honestly

I asked you if I never changed

Would you love me?

Expecting the negative

Clever

Turning the question around to me

Was obvious

Hate this version of me

That was safe and

Sanitized thoroughly

You think you'll

Let people down and

Divine some perfect apology

The answer was obvious

The answer was obvious

The answer was obvious

The answer was obvious

What's in the cup? Is it really none of my goddamn business?