In My Heart

I don't know why

We still live together

Were so far apart

So much of the time

I don't know why

This beautiful weather

Is breaking my spirit

And tearing my mind all apart

Are you so lonely

Are you so sad

Have you lost your purpose

The faith that you had

If life is a question

I don't understand

If time is the reason

Then nobody can

In my heart it is just an illusion

Its not even real

Much more than you think

Its much more than you feel

My ears are still ringing

Theres nothing to say

Why look to the ocean

To wash me away

There goes my best friend

There goes my last dime

If love is the answer

I'm wasting my time

In my heart it is just an illusion

Its not even real

Much more than you think

Its much more than you feel

Do you feel

Is this real

How I feel

In my heart