Lost Myself In Search Of You

Lost Myself In Search Of You - Matt Nathanson

I was holding you so tight and you were holding me

So wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such security

And the first few weeks felt just like heaven

But I never really seemed to get that high

So now I sit here laughing

At the time that past me by

It's times times like these

When I'm down on my knees begging

Please oh please don't go please don't go

As you slipped away I couldn't admit that we were

Through

And as you slipped away

I found I lost myself in search of you

I found I lost myself in search of you search of you

I was holding you tight and you were holding him

But now the only time I can hold you is in my mind

And that never seem to fill me up inside

Oh and yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a need

And you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see

That I was wrong and you were right

And that all my attempts were in vain

But I was pretty sure you'd

Turn around and want me back

Again

And as you slipped away

I couldn't admit that we were

Through

And as you slipped away

I found I lost myself in search you

I found I lost myself in search you search of you

Always in search of you

I was holding you so tightly when you needed help

I guess insecurities

Catch up to you when you're lying to yourself

But I never lie when

I told you all that you could be

But it was no use

You never really ever listened to me

I was holding you so tight