Orchid (feat. Joshua Hanusiak)

Orchid - Rarity/Joshua Hanusiak

I don't want to stay another day

When I know you're at home all alone in disarray

With a mind that refuses to communicate

I don't want to feel anything

If it's not the embrace of your warmth when you're near me

But you're colder now these days

You keep your head locked away

Your worries to yourself

But how am I supposed to help

To pull you up from your inner hell

I see your hands and they're shaking

Why are they shaking

Can't stop them from shaking

I hope you never come to realize

I'm talking about you

The four years we've been through

And I miss you more and more

The calming thought of you smiling

Is what I'd love to wake up to

But I never see that anymore

The pills go easier with water

Your mind can't take the weight of the world again

The weight of the world again

And it pains me to know

That all I can really do is hope and wait

I see your hands and they're shaking

Why are they

I hope you never come to realize

I'm talking about you

The four years we've been through

And I miss you more and more

The calming thought of you smiling

Is what I'd love to wake up to

But I never see that anymore

Never come to realize

I'm talking about you but if you were to

Just know I'm happy that I'm yours

I'm so sorry that your mind hasn't come around

Leaving you digging six feet under the ground

I wish I knew a better way

I wish I knew the words to say

Just know I have enough faith for the both of us

Hold your head up high

Just know I have enough faith for the both of us

Hold your head up high

Please don't drown yourself tonight

I'll take you home warm you up

Show you a different light

I swear to god you'll see another night

I'm the furthest from fine

I need you by my side

I'm the furthest from fine

I need you by my side

I'm the furthest from fine

I need you by my side