Truly Alone

Truly Alone - Insane Clown Posse/Joseph Bruce/Joseph William Utsler

There ain't nobody askin me where I've been

There ain't nobody that would name me as a friend

There ain't nobody that's droppin by to say hi

There ain't nobody that's carin whether I live or die

I have nobody to tell about my growing angers

I have nobody to tell about me following strangers

There ain't nobody makin sure I'm taking all of my pills

There ain't nobody slowing me down and keeping me still Im truly alone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

There ain't nobody telling me not to jump off

There ain't nobody telling me not to chop your block off

I get so bloody I ruin all of my clothes

I get so bloody I sit in the dark alone

I have nobody to tell about my dark fantasies

I have nobody to tell about my dark realities

There ain't nobody around me nobody wanna be friends

I get so bloody all on me the mess never ends I'm truly alone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long before the man's mind is gone

I walked into a Super K and went to the back

I started askin' questions checkin' out the chainsaw rack

They had a test model I pulled the cord and got it runnin'

Turned the blade on the kid workin and blood started gunnin'

"what the f**k am i doing " I dropped the sh*t and started crying

I made it down two aisles before some hero clotheslined me

I got up grabbed a shovel and stabbed him in the gut

I pulled it out and hammered it across the back of his nug

I'm hearing sirens going off it's no blue light specials

I turned murderer caving in to daily life pressures

But f**k that now all y'all gonna know me

Seein' me of TV being like "look there go my homie"

I'm more than lonely I'm lost lives are the cost

I just beat some b**ch in the head stabbed her twice and took off

They can't find me I'm hidin' in the flannel coat rack

I jump out and attack and put a gash in your neck

I finally made to the front door and to the parking lot

That's when I got shot a lot I got got

Police withe bullets and more bullets pluggin' me deep

I'm seeing flashes hearing screamin; and it;s all over me

I see a crowd of people being held behind the police tape

All watching me die I think I made no mistake

I finally got some recognition dying on my knees

Ready for hell because compared to my life it should be an ease

Like easy

Cake walk

I'm ready

Let's go