hate myself (Explicit)

hate myself (Explicit) - Tate McRae

Lyrics by：Tate McRae/Blake Slatkin/Charlie Puth/Victoria Zaro

Composed by：Tate McRae/Blake Slatkin/Charlie Puth/Victoria Zaro

I can say things I don't always mean

When people get too close to me

Don't know where it comes from honestly

And you weren't perfect yeah you have your lows

But I'd say you got pretty close

Don't know how you could put up with me

I was so caught up in my own thoughts

Don't think that I understood

When you said that you just couldn't take it

That I would lose you for good

Oh I didn't think this over

Fell back when you got closer

After I just put you right through hell

You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

I'd always act so selfish at s**t I hadn't dealt with

After I just put you right through hell

You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

We both know I might be the worst at goodbyes

But I look at you straight in a line

And acted like I'd be fine

Sometimes when I care I think I tend to shut off

Like nothing could matter enough

Why would you let me keep doing that

You should've stopped me but

I was so caught up in my own thoughts

Don't think that I understood

When you said that you just couldn't take it

That I would lose you for good

Oh I didn't think this over

Fell back when you got closer

After I just put you right through hell

You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

I'd always act so selfish at s**t I hadn't dealt with

After I just put you right through hell

You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

So off I go to hurt you again

I shut you out to try to forget

That I'm the one who's f**ked in the end

Cause baby you'll be happier with someone else

So off I go to hurt you again

I shut you out to try to forget

That I'm the one who's f**ked in the end

Cause you couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

I didn't think this over

Fell back when you got closer

After I just put you right through hell

You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself